Not quite...

Ja jotenkin kaikki ei ole vieläkään ohi...


I don't know... just a wave of emotion rushes over me as i put up the christmas decorations all alone.... "Oh, i was going to do that tomorrow" she says. I just roll my eyes.

? Really ?
Last i checked, we do it as a family?... Tradition apparently no longer exists? I give up.
My parents werent home and so we didnt get the tree together.. oh and when did we get the tree? uhm.. like a little more than 1 week b4 xmas? idk Whatever.
I just dont understand it.
In my family, we all do these things together. So were did everything change?

And like i said... things arent over... we got one more in the hospital...
Hopefully... errr most likely.. hell be fine but... i cant believe it. It NEVER ends!

and if things are the way i think they are? More drama is to come soon if things work out. I give up.





whatever.... if this made no sense... o well.... i just dont care anymore.