Saturday, August 16, 2008

Crying my eyes out....

So, now i sit here. Day 2. Crying my eyes out. 
I still dont believe this is reality. I feel like, friggen Ashton Kutcher should just pop out of no where and scream Oh Youve just been Punk'd. 
God Forbid I should be so lucky. 
I cry for so many reasons. I cant even get my thoughts straight right now. 
He's the spotlight stealer for her. 
Its her wedding year but of course the baby is going to be here before their wedding. 
Everyone will be paying attention to them and I feel sorry for her. 
I dont think anyone agrees with me. I feel like our family is falling apart tho. 
And this family? I never thought it could happen. 
Mom defends him. Dad yells at him. JandT fight becuase of him. I cry because of him. But, then, if you look closer into all of this, you realize that everyone is fighting with each other too. Even if they don't know it. 
It may sound crazy and not make sense but its true. 
Im so lost. 
I mean seriously, come on. I woke up this morning crying. Right out of a dream opened my eyes and started crying. Thats because I realized it was reality. =/ 
Ugh

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