I dont know what im feeling right now.
I had to blog something.
Everything is falling apart. I mean, ive never seen him cry before and he just sits there on the couch looking at pictures as if it were gonna help and those pictures are totally irrelevant to everything thats been going on. I ask him what hes doing and he goes, "Crying. Looking at happy pictures".... is that supposed to help things? uhm, well its obviously not. I dont understand were things went wrong. I want MY OLD FAMILY BACK. the ones i used to know. Its crazyyy upsetting. I dont even know how to fix it. This will pass by but until it does, its just sooooo hard. Its just so hard to understand. O_o... ugh.
Im so lost right now. And i dont want to damage myself with this situation.
Im going to florida at 3AM and im excited and all, but then again, Im not... I dont know.
whatever.
It was only just the other day when all this felt so real,
Like nothing could go wrong,
it was like a never ending dream,
nothing ever changed,
For so long,
But now you've gone away,
And i've tried turning the page,
and its just not the same
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