hhahah im actually not in a bad mood. But the song F**k You by lily allen is crazy stuck in my head. Its so damn catchy. look it up = )
Even though im in an amazing mood, I still want to blog real quick about something.
YOU. lol no not YOU... you!!
yea.... anyways
Youre so annoying. I mean after the last argument we had im like laughing my ass off over it. Like im actually not mad at you, i just find you strangely annoying?...hahaha
I think what bothers me most is that you know that I like my parents trust and the other day you offered me a way of ignoring something simple they told me not to do. Why lose their trust over something so dumb?!?! and when i said no u were all like omg its not a big deal... now you know why I have a car, why my parents pay for my stuff why im allowed out why i dont get in trouble why i have a credit card ...why i get pretty much whatever i want. Im not a spoiled brat and im not trying to sound like a bitch but its all true. Because I have their trust, they are more giving to me. Now we know why you live like you do.
get over yourself.
and then the whole thing about u crying to me everytime you get screwed over? .... No comment. im usually very open to listening to people. but you have a new story EVERY WEEK about some guy uve met online and he screwed u over. ARe YOU EVER GNA LEARN!? obvi not. Well
im not here for you anymore and its SUCKS big time that i have to be your friend because im friends with themmm. UGH
k im done = )
time to go find myself a wine coolerrrr = ) yummy
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Wont Blame it on Myself...
I'll blame it on the weatherman.
I cant go a day... not one day without fighting with my parents about my life. This is obviously about my job and how Im sick of it. Ok right, so i work 2 days a week.. but its no set schedule which is a bitch to deal with AND i alwayssss have new days that i have to put in that i cant work. Soon maybe, just maybe I'll get fired.
My Parents wont let me quit. Appearently im a child and im immature for not wanting to work those one or two days a week.. which is understandable... until you understand why i dont want to work those days.
I want to become a print model... runway would be nice too but i know im about 2 inches too short of that dream... u never know though....also i want to become a singer... If you know that business, you would understand that even if you are not working, youre working. Modeling takes lots of time.. lots of auditions lots of calls lots of finding the right agents. Singing takes lots of practice lots of work lots of finding the right songs and the right places to show off the talent.
Im busy tuesdays and thursdays... tuesdays= modeling classes... which i plan on taking more of. Thursdays= singing lessons.. which i plan on doing more with because soon im going to start singing places with my coaches band.
With no set schedule, I can't tell anyone my weeks plans bc, i dont no when im working. Half the time it ends up interfering with some plan or another. This may not seem as big of a deal to you, as it is to me.. but if I want to model and sing I KNOW i need to put all my effort into it. With school, school activites and work, im only putting in half and thats NOT going to get me far. Im just so done. I dont know what to do. My parents are clueless to the amount of work i need to put into what i want to do. They think its a free ride or something, i dont know.
Im lost...
Nothings working out for me
My parents are no help to me
I just dont know what to do anymore.
Whatever... 0.o
I cant go a day... not one day without fighting with my parents about my life. This is obviously about my job and how Im sick of it. Ok right, so i work 2 days a week.. but its no set schedule which is a bitch to deal with AND i alwayssss have new days that i have to put in that i cant work. Soon maybe, just maybe I'll get fired.
My Parents wont let me quit. Appearently im a child and im immature for not wanting to work those one or two days a week.. which is understandable... until you understand why i dont want to work those days.
I want to become a print model... runway would be nice too but i know im about 2 inches too short of that dream... u never know though....also i want to become a singer... If you know that business, you would understand that even if you are not working, youre working. Modeling takes lots of time.. lots of auditions lots of calls lots of finding the right agents. Singing takes lots of practice lots of work lots of finding the right songs and the right places to show off the talent.
Im busy tuesdays and thursdays... tuesdays= modeling classes... which i plan on taking more of. Thursdays= singing lessons.. which i plan on doing more with because soon im going to start singing places with my coaches band.
With no set schedule, I can't tell anyone my weeks plans bc, i dont no when im working. Half the time it ends up interfering with some plan or another. This may not seem as big of a deal to you, as it is to me.. but if I want to model and sing I KNOW i need to put all my effort into it. With school, school activites and work, im only putting in half and thats NOT going to get me far. Im just so done. I dont know what to do. My parents are clueless to the amount of work i need to put into what i want to do. They think its a free ride or something, i dont know.
Im lost...
Nothings working out for me
My parents are no help to me
I just dont know what to do anymore.
Whatever... 0.o
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