Wont Blame it on Myself...

I'll blame it on the weatherman.

I cant go a day... not one day without fighting with my parents about my life. This is obviously about my job and how Im sick of it. Ok right, so i work 2 days a week.. but its no set schedule which is a bitch to deal with AND i alwayssss have new days that i have to put in that i cant work. Soon maybe, just maybe I'll get fired.
My Parents wont let me quit. Appearently im a child and im immature for not wanting to work those one or two days a week.. which is understandable... until you understand why i dont want to work those days.
I want to become a print model... runway would be nice too but i know im about 2 inches too short of that dream... u never know though....also i want to become a singer... If you know that business, you would understand that even if you are not working, youre working. Modeling takes lots of time.. lots of auditions lots of calls lots of finding the right agents. Singing takes lots of practice lots of work lots of finding the right songs and the right places to show off the talent.
Im busy tuesdays and thursdays... tuesdays= modeling classes... which i plan on taking more of. Thursdays= singing lessons.. which i plan on doing more with because soon im going to start singing places with my coaches band.

With no set schedule, I can't tell anyone my weeks plans bc, i dont no when im working. Half the time it ends up interfering with some plan or another. This may not seem as big of a deal to you, as it is to me.. but if I want to model and sing I KNOW i need to put all my effort into it. With school, school activites and work, im only putting in half and thats NOT going to get me far. Im just so done. I dont know what to do. My parents are clueless to the amount of work i need to put into what i want to do. They think its a free ride or something, i dont know.

Im lost...
Nothings working out for me
My parents are no help to me
I just dont know what to do anymore.



Whatever... 0.o