Call me old Fashioned....

I was bored. l0l
So i decided to write somethinggg.
Ive just been thinking so much. maybe too much. Oh and i suppose ive been reading too much and watching too much tv. lmao
Ugh. Basically im thinking about how badly I want that... "perfect in my eyes" guy... im only 17, idk WHY i care about that now. haha i guess with all the wedding stuff tho, its kinda hard not to think about this stuff. and then im watching tv love stories and reading books with lots of love. but, anyways, Im sick and tired of the people around here. Gah, like, Why cant everyone be who they want? has anyone noticed that everyone is the same person? no one has class, personality,respect or manners. Im sick of it.
I feel like im thinking about growing up too quickly but idk. Is it THAT hard to ask that i meet someone who I picture perfect? like is it wrong to want a guy who
-is sweet
-nos how to b romantic
-Loves to joke
-nos how to listen
-stands up for me?

thats most important i suppose because i cant seem to find that in ANYONE around here. of course then again i am 17 and i no guys def ARENT mature at all yet. well, eventually but, I guess i could just wish i had that now...just to b sure that thats what i get in the future. hmm

=/