Sunday, October 11, 2009

Ohhh Anxiety....

So, im not going to florida until December.
That may not be far for a mini vacation but, still...for me...im dying inside. I want to move. NOW.

Ive been rather...blah lately... Like, I dont believe I have a any reason to be depressed or anything but, I dont have any reason to happy and joyful about life... So im stuck in the BLAH stage. So descriptive huh?

But, breaking up with... Mr. Emotionless ...helped a bit i suppose. Of course i already got myself stuck hanging with someone else. Not..stuck per say but caught up in something new..only to be let down..
I was soooo excited for homecoming with a date and all, and then... he says im sorry, i cant go... I cant blame him bc supposedly his dad needs him for something but... i dont plan on going now. =/ idk


And then on top of everything im just frustrated.. Honestly, I dont even know anymore. Im all over and no where.

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