Come cry with me...

Lets cry, lets cry away.


Sick... ugh = ( l0l. Stupid stomach virus. No idea bout school tomorrow yet. hmph.
Well anyways updates:

Found out today that we finally got my whole fam to go to our Disney Family trip in Dec.! something we havent done in.... idk 5 years? Damn. Its def something i miss. Probably way too much. Idk if i can wait til dec for it to happen but well see. =]

So, me being sick has made me miss my vocal lesson today = ( So depressing! l0l
Currently working on a song to record as a demo! hopefully itll work out.

Now to the blahblah stuff... bc a blog is never really a blog without the blahblah stuff right?! l0l

Well, it has just occured to me that one person will be missing out on our disney trip in dec. Bc they broke up. 0.o
Get your damn priorities straight man. I should take ur side in all this cause youre family, but, idk. I mean im torn between both here... theres a lot of things uve done wrong and a lot of things shes done wrong...but, at least she was ...idk. Loyal? maybe to attached,yes... but this seems to be a pattern now? Will u ever lie your life out in front of u and choose a path? youre like life bipolar. Its unreal. Well, good luck with ur issues...hey maybe ull stop smoking now? Jerk.



Moving on... Ive lost my bestest friend ever. Shes crazy. like, legit insane.Like, no matter what she did wrong, or said wrong, i always ran back to stand up for her and stay by her side... I could never say no to you. you were my best friend,my little sister...I dont want to admit it but, EVERYTHING reminds me of you. I hate you for it. We did everything together... but like someone else i no, you couldnt get ur priorities straight ethier. Im warning u now tho, ur wasting ur time with him. Hes older, in college, and ur 15!! You do things to him that shouldnt b on ur list of things to do. U no very well hes at college right now doing something with someone else. I wont say cheating bc ur not dating. Stop living in ur fantasy world. Even if he is loyal to u right now(which i HIGHLY doubt), you no after some time u wont b enough for him...and then ull b thrown aside. I mean, obvious sign... when his sister-(your friend..uh awkward?)- is home, he doesnt let u over his house. HES EMBARASSED... if he rly likes you, he wouldnt b embarassed to show ur beautiful face to the world while holding hands with you. Thats not how things work. Un.Real.
I guess i should stop worrying tho, if u wna get hurt and too attached and get beat down emotionally, thats ur problem... u have a mother who should be telling u this, not me... but nevermind, i forgot shes on the same maturity level as you.. or should i say immaturity level...
Well, im not one to watch ppl get hurt and then i say to their face i told u so... but...i will do it.. bc i NO im right... Well have a nice life... good luck with that family issue uve got... oh and make sure ur little sister ends up NOTHING like u... altho i dont see that happening... 10x worse perhaps?


0.o